Back to December

I'm so glad you made time to see me

How's life? Tell me, how's your family?

I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever

We small talk, work and the weather

Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me

Is still burned in the back of your mind

You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and make it alright

I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping

Staying up, playing back myself leaving

When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times

I watched you laughing from the passenger side

And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days

When fear crept into my mind

You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile

So good to me, so right

And how you held me in your arms that September night

The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking

Probably mindless dreaming

But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't

So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and make it alright

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time, all the time

What de hell.. <3

You say that I'm messing with your head 
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) 
All 'cause I was making out with your friend 
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) 
Love hurts, whether it's right or wrong 
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) 
I can't stop 'cause I'm having too much fun 
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) 

You're on your knees, 
beggin' please 
'stay with me' 
But honestly, 
I just need to be a little crazy 

All my life I've been good but now, 
I'm thinking 'What the hell' 
All I want is to mess around, 
and I don't really care about 
If you love me, if you hate me, 
you can't save me, baby, baby 
All my life I've been good but now, 
whoa 'What the hell' 

What, What, What, What the hell ??

So what if I go out on a million dates 
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) 
You never call or listen to me anyway 
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) 
I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day 
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) 
Don't get me wrong, 
I just need some time to play (yeah) 


You're on your knees, 
beggin' please 
'stay with me' 
But honestly, 
I just need to be a little crazy 

All my life I've been good but now, 
I'm thinking 'What the hell' 
All I want is to mess around, 
and I don't really care about 
If you love me, if you hate me, 
you can't save me, baby, baby 
All my life I've been good but now, 
whoa 'What the hell' 

La la la la la la la la, whoa, whoa 
La la la la la la la la, whoa, whoa 

You say that I'm messing with your head 
Boy, I like messing in your bed 
Yeah, I am messing with your head 
When I'm messing with you in bed 

All my life I've been good but now, 
I'm thinking what the hell (what the hell) 
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about (I don't care about) 
All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell 
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about. (if you love me) 
If you love me (no), if you hate me (no) 
You can't save me, baby, baby (if you love me) 
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell 

La la, La la la la la la, La la, La la la la la la la

sakit aty??

sampay bile nak sakit aty kat orang tuu..

bnde da jd, ofkoz la kite kne trime kan..

bkn skali kne sakit aty cam nie.. 

byk kali.. someone yg kite arapkan la yg slalu wat hal..

aaiihhh.... susah cam nie..

melain kan someone uh ikhlas n sungguh2 syg kan kite..

so,,, wat der??

org kate dlm relation xde rahsie antare kedue due pihak, rite??

so,,, skg nie ape jd??

ermm.. nak tau sal ex pon xleh..

salah ke nak tau..

at least bg la tau nme ke..

nie x...stu pon xnak btau..

sedeyh2... ='((

nape xnak btau??still syg ag ker??

ermm... lame nak pk kan jwpn tu kan.. hehe

nape?? kam0o pk sye tok time kam0o buhsan ke..

time apy?? lupe sebenta sye eh? cam uh ker..

yar.. i know kam0o xleh nak lupe kan die ag kan..

kam0o kene pk.. sye nie ade aty ngn perasaan gak..

but, kam0o kne igat,,

pape pon kam0o tetap kne trime sume nie..

bkn kam0o sorang je yg penah kne sakit aty cam nie..

ramay org kott...

ape salah nye berkongsi cerite..

nak simpan bpe lame sakit aty uh..??

buleh ilang ke simpan lame2 kat aty uh..

thinking larh plez think...

kate xnak ade pape rahsie..

now sape yg rahsie sape nie..

............................???

bile tnye sal nie.. marah..kate xske pakse2..

haa.... nie mst de something nie nak nyorak kan, kan  kan??

hahaha.. never mind.. simpan la selagi leh simpan k..

hahaha.. igat xleh crik ke.. haha..

wet n c k..

jgn sampy kne ngnjing da la..

jgn terkejuz law dpt tau.. huhuu~~

ape yerr...?? ^_^

da lame update blog tok bulan nie
law tgk arkib pon leh kire bpe je yg ade..hahaha..
sory la no idea la kdg2 nak update2 nie..huhu
tgu de idea nak cite bru coret bnde alah nie..hehee~


ha~!!! tp de stu cite n beberape soklan =)
soklan : 1) nape mst someone de 2 fesbuk??
            2) bez ke de 2 fesbuk?? tp kdg2 de 3 fesbuk or lebih??
            3) wat fesbuk byk2 nie nak curang eh?? *si0ott !!




oh g0d~!!
knpe mst 2 fesbuk.. perlu ker? mst ker? 
nak mengedik kan.. xpe2..
kepade bff aku wat bersaba k..
aku paham perasaan ko.. sbb aku pon pena kne..
tu seb ko tau awl2 law betaun taun.. 
syg da bertambah.. ag sakit aku ase.. hahaha
molek2 k dema.. aku de kat cnie menemani kau..hahaha
ko bru nak syg die kan.. bru nak terbuka hati ko tok die..
skali cam nie lak dpt.. pehh!! sakit uh..
ermmm.. cyan bff aku.. sabo yerr..
masih byk ag kat luar tu..

bile??

bile??

bile nak abih Li nie..

so...s0... buhsan meyh..

better stdy ag drpd Li nie...hahaha

ppeeerrhhhhhhhhhh........ . . .

tp

bile stdy plak..

mengeluh lgi....

bile plak nak abih stdy nie.. hahahaha

gewdik suda syud nie..

hahahha ^_^

**************

nak berkumpal blik la ngn dak2 uma..

nak kuwa mne pon xkisah.. hahaha..

nak blik mlm.. nak kuwa mlm..

pegi la.. xde org nak halang..

janji ko reti jge dri la nyah 0oii..

hahhaha =D

**************

buhsan, buhsan n buhsan....

nie coret coret aku...

nfon xde kdit plak.. 

maleh nyer nak p topup...

sesiape saje tlg topup kan aku.. hahaha..

nnt msok bku 55.. hahaha...

*************

and, de last coret..

nie aku copy n paste drpd notes org yg kat fb..

thankz kepade org fb tu..

nice pedoman.. sye suke!! ^_^

jom bace ape yg aku copy.. hehee~~

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